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  1. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    I am currently working on my story, also I have been writing to people in the MeToo movement to get the word out. I have allies that are fighting for me. I want the truth to be out. I don't expect an ounce of decency from any of them. I know that they are just money grubbing pigs and I don't think that they will ever tell the truth. I am just working on my, side of things. This questioning is tiresome, as I think some of you are a bit hateful. The feeling I get is that some of you want to grill me as if you were a lawyer and I am on trial. It doesn't feel very good. I'm trying to answer questions and yet, these questions are repeatedly asked in a needling way. I don't think I want to keep repeating myself. Some of you are absolutely amazing and I wish that the everyone would read your posts and listen. I really just wanted to explain who I was and be a person to you all. Not just a story. I feel that I have done that. The people out there that say I'm lying are always going to feel that way. I'm not going to keep putting myself in this particular position.
  2. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    The BAND!
  3. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    You're right! After losing my baby, getting raped by the Love of my life, when I was still spotting from the loss, honestly heartbroken, in shock, suicidal, missing my life as it once was, missing my friends, having to comfort them as they freaked out about what Axl did, begging me to give them the chance, pleading with me, getting literally harassed by people calling me a liar, a whore, a stupid slut that just wants attention, a jealous bitch that just wants to ruin the band, etc, I did finally decide to not put Axl away, so that my friends wouldn't be punished for what he had done. Now those same friends are out there lying about something that could have just been erased. Lying about caring about Rape, caring about little girls being touched without consent, pretending to give a rats ass about Trauma and Depression. These friends are blocking my voice. The voice that set Axl free and gave them all a chance to get famous. I have every right to be hurt, to be angry, to be heartbroken all over again. Silencing someone does not have to be violent.
  4. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    Beta! I would never contact her! That lady gives me the creeps! Anyone else think it's odd that she went from a nanny to Manager and in charge of Axl? I do. Yes
  5. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    Who is TB?
  6. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    I was being begged daily!! They were dear friends at the time and knew that if they didn't let up that it would be hard for me. This was one of the most horrific things about the experience. It was heartbreaking and fucking PAINFUL! He did help silence me! They didn't forcibly tie me up to shut me up!! They cried, they called every fucking day! Duff came to my mom's and tried to assure her that Axl would get help and never hurt another girl again! Being SILENCED isn't always violent!!! For him to now come out with a song that is obviously about Axl and I then act as though his band were all good guys that would have kicked someone's ass that was touching little girls without CONSENT is crazy!! It's absolutely horrible! Smack in my face! How on Earth can you even buy that shit! It's WRONG!
  7. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    First of all it was not an apartment! You are getting all this info from books that have a lot of bs in them. I have said before that the lies in these books is what prompted me to start working on my own story. The Gardner Street studio was a tiny little closet sized space where they built some tiny little wooden bunk. It was the size of a walk in CLOSET! Not an Apartment. The Johnny and Jaguars side was much bigger, but this was a tiny building with a fairly big parking lot. I have heard people retelling shit from the books and they even mention it being a house!! Axl left for Indiana soon after the November show. I lost our baby before November was over. He came back in late December. That's why there weren't any shows between Nov 22 and Dec 20th. I went to go talk to him about losing the baby. I got there late in the day and I've already written about what happened that day. Vince was called to come save me and I swore him to secrecy for two weeks. My mom found out in January. After the 1st January show. The cops were on it right away after that. Axl and I both have birthdays in February. He turned 24 and I turned 16. By my Birthday ,shit was already crazy. I was trying to cope with all of this and couldn't handle the constant begging from the band and harassment from random new fans. I decided to not go to court. A month after, they were signed. March 1986 This is how it went down. Remember you are getting your info from books that have lied again and again. Slash has four different versions of a story he was not even there for!
  8. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    I would love Duff to own up to the past and the part he played in silencing me. If he is going to act like he cares about Rape, Trauma, Depression etc. then he should be honest. He is the only Trump supporter I know that is doing the right thing!!
  9. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    This is so true! Very well put.
  10. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    I think Vince was beyond furious and did want to knock him out. However, he really wanted to get me out of there without any more trauma.
  11. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    I am so grateful for this post! I read this to my husband and by the end, I was crying. Thank you so much!!
  12. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    Thank you💗 My Facebook page is where you can read all about it. My first post about what Axl did and also the Open Letter to Duff.
  13. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    First of all, I never said I caught him with a girl and he got mad. I said that I went to the Gardner studio to talk about the loss of our baby, he screamed at me and accused me of killing the baby, once I told him that I had a miscarriage in The Troubadour bathroom, he broke down and was sobbing, we both held each other and cried. He told me that he had to go somewhere and to wait for him. I waited in Johnny and the Jaguars studio with Dizzy and, Johnny, when I came out to see if he was back, he had a girl over a car, and was fucking her. I walked up to him and said " This is what you had me wait for!?!? Then I walked back into the big studio to get my purse, I was leaving, I had to pee and saw that he was now in the outhouse and the girl was puking, she stumbled out and I waited for him to get out. He pulled me into the outhouse and tore my dress off, then almost immediately JoJo ( a Different JoJo than the one on my page!) Took my clothes, I started screaming at Axl to get my clothes back. He wouldn't, instead he picked me up and led me naked and screaming and kicking through the parking lot full of people. Then he threw me in the studio and held me down. His hands on my knees, his knees on my arms and shackled my feet together. I was Thrown Out Naked and Johnny X went and got a towel and covered me up. He brought me next door and my mom's boyfriend showed up because Dizzy called Vince and told him he needed to get there right away. I sat there naked and freshly raped for what seemed like eternity. Once Vince showed up he Demanded that Axl get my clothes, which were returned. I really don't see what this confusion is about, other than thinking JoJo was the other JoJo. I did write a book and now we ( my journalist and I) are writing a better book. We are also working on a podcast. Did you happen to read the comments from Vince or how about the thread that had several people from the old days talking about all of this including GNR ripping friends off and knocking 16 year old girls into amps? There are a lot of people on there that KNEW them and we all know what fucking users they were! If you are going to literally just try to break me down, you won't! I'm not afraid of them or any of you. I just, wanted to make myself human to some of you. I think that most of the people in here, are amazing! I have already received really touching messages. I'm grateful. As for people that are thoughtless , just trying to needle me with bs, I know what the truth is because it happened to me. I am just tired of the lies and all the different versions of my rape story. I am doing this all these years later, because they didn't just leave it alone, instead fans like you have read a bunch of total bullshit and think it's real, to the point of arguing about something you actually know nothing about. They are lying to you all. Duff is bullshitting you right now! All of his old friends know it! Keep reading those comments and maybe you will see what real people that really knew them are saying. Stop arguing with someone who was there and just trying to put out the truth. I deserve to get to tell my side. Also, to someone who said I had not returned in here, I have a life and I can not get on here every day. Thanks for understanding.
  14. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    He was never charged. I got rid of all of them in my Twenties.
  15. Raz Cue - An Open Letter To Duff McKagan

    It is absolutely hard and torturous! Just because I listen to Don't Cry and sob my fucking eyes out and comment on a friends post doesn't make me a contradiction! You have absolutely no idea what this is like and maybe you should leave it alone. I don't know what I expected in here. I just wanted to know what you all were saying and help she'd light on this. That isn't working very well. It's okay! I realize that people like you will never understand. There are fans on here that are awesome! Also some that are cruel and hateful.
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