christina

I've never heard that thing about Coma... but I do know that Estranged was supposed to explain why Stephanie died but after they broke up it was too hard to show visually and probably too hard for Axl to think about. soo they made Estranged totally different from what was intended. It doesn't explain Nov Rain and that's why it's part 4 (because part 3 is still missing. even though the song is there, the visual explanation is not)

I was there and, in some ways, I definitely agree with you. I was first introdiced to Gn'R when I was 7 ('91) and I've loved them ever since. Around the age of 12 I became completely obsessed and had to have all of their movies and read all of their interviews and look at all of their pictures. I've learned to love Axl. I really have. Not in a psychotic stalker way, just in a way that I thought I understood him and really appreciated his music. When I heard that he was going to be in my town I knew I had to go. I bought a $90 ticket for friday and a $75 ticket for Sunday (little did I know they were being sold for $10 Friday night!). As I sat thru 3+ hours of CKY and mix master mike I never lost hope. I was so excited and when the chants went from "axl" to "asshole" I screamed "shut the fuck up! you don't know why he's not here." I was behind him the whole way. Even on the way out to the parking lot when I heard some girl say she "never wants to listen to Gn'R again. " I told her to shut up and get in her car. The night was wasted but it was ok because he'd be there on Sunday. Now it's been stated that he's not going to be there. I thought 'it's ok, i'll drive out to washington dc to see him. he won't let me down 3 times.' and now... it's cancelled. I mean, I know he's not personally trying to let me down but it sure as hell feels like it. All I want to do is pay him money to do what he loves to do and it's just not working out. I hope to God this is not a plublicity stunt because I would lose so much respect for him if it was. The reason he was so appealing to me was because he always seemed so genuine and honest. selfish? sure, sometimes, but never dishonest and manipulative. I don't want to give up on Axl. I won't but I just wish he would show up. I'll stop rambling now. I just needed to explain this to people who will understand what it's like.