Little Michelle

1 hour ago, RONIN said:

Axl has always treated women with the utmost respect. 

I believe Axl is a true gentleman and feel that his reputation in the industry as the lowest of bottom feeders is entirely unfounded.

 

Seriously? He is a known abuser. Sweet Child of Mine was written for Erin who he abused horribly! Locking her up, raping her repeatedly. Come on, it is common knowledge that he hurts the women he supposedly loves. 

20 hours ago, The Holographic Universe said:

Yeah, let’s hope all is well 35 years later. 

It's been made current with all of the books, Duff's album, etc  How can someone put a time limit to Trauma! My body was a crime scene and I have to live in it. Also, seeing your rapist on merch, songs on the radio isn't easy, in fact it's torturous. Can you imagine that? I can't get away from it  so I might as well dosomething about it. 

By the way, I don't expect anyone to understand that. 

Just now, Kwick1 said:

Axl himself has said that he had difficulty with sex and had to play a role as a bad guy. I'm sure @SoulMonster can provide the interview link. Kennedy Penthouse model never says she was raped but does say she had reservations but decided to stay because she thought she'd have fun with him. She was there for sex. Most females throughout Axl's life have been there for sex. He wasn't a saint by any means but he's not a rapiat. 

As for the events described by the 15 yr old, police never would have just dropped a charge of kidnapping  in trying her up and gang rape. 

He most certainly is a rapist. Sex is not rape. I had a ton of sex with him and what he did that night was brutal and cruel.  There is no such thing as Non Consensual Sex, either you consent or it's rape. The fact that we were dating and so many other girls wanted to have sex with him, led to people calling me a lying Slut, A who're that just wants attention, A bitch that just wants to ruin their chance at stardom. This is total victim blaming shit! All of these accounts paint me as some fucked up groupie that followed him around and tried to throw myself at him. I went over there to talk about the baby. He lost his mind and hurt me, held me down and raped me. The other story was a great way to hide what actually happened. If you have questions, great. However making it seem like I am a liar, or trying to go after people that are so good now is ridiculous! This isn't easy to have gone through and making a selfless decision for my friends has been a huge mistake. I shouldn't be brought up at, all unless they tell the truth. Duff is a hypocrite to the extreme and shouldn't be acting like a Champion of my movement! He should own up to the past and set things right. One of them needs to come clean. I shouldn't have to see bullshit lies about me in internet articles or books. It is painful. As far as police not dropping a charge, I refused to go to court. There was no case without me! 

1 minute ago, Minche said:

I'd just like to add that all of the alleged witnesses she mentioned were umm.. passed out. 🙄 Yet somehow, some find it far easier to believe that story, than to take ones presumption of innocence in consideration, at the very least. The whole #believethevictim (with no tangible evidence) thing is just a bit too much. Yet, ill be called insensitive or whatever,  for simply wanting a piece of evidence that would actually stick in court. 

On 7/4/2019 at 6:46 AM, Silverburst80 said:

That's harsh.....but he should have about 100 drink driving charges to his name by all accounts so he's not in the clear

I loved Todd. He was really a kind guy. 

10 hours ago, MillionsOfSpiders said:

Ok. I think we’ve established that the song Duff is currently touring is not about a fictional 15 year old girl. 

You say in a public Facebook post that for years after whenever you saw Axl he would practically cry. Did you talk to him? 

Sorry if I seem to be prying or if this is inappropriate I guess it will be deleted. 

I talked to him the day I decided to refuse to go to court. Also, We ran into each other several times. He was heartbroken about what he did. However, he didn't stop hurting the girls he loved. 

2 minutes ago, Little Michelle said:

https://www.razcue.com/single-post/2019/07/02/I-was-wrong

I will post the interviews as well. He says it is about a girl who was 15 and killed in San Diego in 2011, then he says it's a fictionalized story, then he says that it's a workplace scenario. I will look up those full interviews now. 

18 hours ago, MillionsOfSpiders said:

Whilst I find Duff’s latest interviews to be somewhat mind boggling, to say the least - I can’t recall having seen or heard him say anywhere that his song is about a fictional 15 year old girl. 

Is there an interview I have missed where he has said this specifically? ... he’s said it more than once apparently. 

Otherwise, I don’t think it’s fair to state as a fact he’s been saying his song is about a fictional 15yr old girl. 

https://www.razcue.com/single-post/2019/07/02/I-was-wrong

I will post the interviews as well. He says it is about a girl who was 15 and killed in San Diego in 2011, then he says it's a fictionalized story, then he says that it's a workplace scenario. I will look up those full interviews now. 

Izzy was the only member that was there that night. He past out in the loft early, he was really fucked up and sleeping. The other people in the studio were a friend of Duff's from Seattle and a couple other people, I hadn't seen. JoJo and his girlfriend were there, but I know Mary was fucked up and past out too. The screaming was loud and they were just out, out . 

I just wanted to shed light on this. I wouldn't want to ruin anyone's conversation. Just wanted to explain what happened because so many folks have questions.  

Thank you. Healing is the goal with taking this stand. I am just trying to heal from the past and what is currently happening. 

After all these years, this isn't easy, it's necessary. I don't want to be lied about anymore. Duff pretending to be a Champion for this movement is so hypocritical that I honestly couldn't sit around and do nothing! Now I am starting my own protest and letting folks know why.  

Hi there! Just wanted to make my presence known. I would like to clarify some things. I am the Survivor of this crime. I met Axl at the very beginning when Guns N Roses was just forming. I knew Steven and Slash when Hollywood Rose broke up. We were friends. When I met Axl it was love at first sight and we started seeing each as soon as I moved back to Hollywood a few weeks later.  He was still living in an apt off Franklin. I never hung out with them without being invited first. I was with them most of the time. Slash would get off work at Centerfold magazine/ newspaper stand and come grab me from the Chinese Food place across from Fairfax High were I attended. I was not only with Axl but the band became family.  I stayed at West Arkeens with Axl a lot and it was like a second home for me.  The day that I went to the Gardner Studios ( closet space from Hell) I went to talk to him about losing our baby. I had hid it from everyone accept one girlfriend that went to the clinic with me. I had been told I was past twelve weeks along, no abortion for me even  if I had wanted one. I was in shock and just hid it from everyone. Axl went to Indiana for a few weeks to visit family. I went out one night and ran into the rest of the band at the Troubadour and  when Slash saw me he scooped me up and twirled me around, which was how he always greeted me. He asked me if I was getting fat or what? I put his hand on my stomach and said " Or What! " He asked what we were going to do? I told him that I was going to move and have my baby. I told him not to tell Axl, that I would. 

I had a miscarriage and lost the baby that night at The Troubadour. 

I was completely in shock and one of my best friends helped me.  When Axl finally came home, I went over to talk to him.  He came up to me and said " We need to talk. " 

You're pregnant. I said "I was" Then he lost his fucking mind! He started screaming at me for  killing his baby! 

Then he started sobbing once I told him what happened. We were both crying. He told me that he had to go somewhere and he wanted me to wait. "Please don't leave, I'll be right back"

I waited and when I walked out of Johnny and The Jaguars side I found Axl fucking a girl over a car in the parking lot. I couldn't believe it! He was not at all himself and I walked right up to him. "This is what you had me wait  for? !? 

I went to get my purse and leave, by this time they were in the outhouse and the girl was puking. He saw me trying to leave and as she stumbled out of the outhouse, he yelled something at me, I walked up to the outhouse and he grabbed me and yanked me inside  where he picked me up and pulled my clothes off. I started screaming and JoJo grabbed my clothes, then I really started screaming at Axl to go get my clothes! He picked me up while I screamed and hit and kicked, all the way through the parking lot. He threw me in the studio. He held me down, with his hands on my knees his knees in my arms, he shackled my ankles and called people over to me to touch me . He had never even raised his voice to me before. He egged people on and I screamed and screamed, while he screamed " Shut the Fuck Up or I'll Shit in your face!! " 

I just kept screaming " It's me you are doing this too!! 

When my screams had pissed him off enough he pulled the cuffs off of my ankles and told me I didn't deserve my clothes! 

He tossed me out like garbage! Johnny X was right outside the door. He looked like he was about to come in. He grabbed me a beach towel from the other studio and wrapped it around me 

Dizzy Reed had called my mom's boyfriend and Vince who had run The Shamrock Studios back in the day, showed up to rescue me. I swore him to secrecy for two weeks, I was afraid if he told my mom she would kill Axl with her bare hands. When the two weeks was up, he told her and I came home to an hysterical mother who had just called the cops to press charges. 

The band ( my family at the time) started calling to find out what was going on. When I told them what he had done to me, they freaked out. Slash was in tears, so was Steven . Duff came to the house at some point to beg my mom to drop the charges. 

I ended up refusing to talk to the detective again and refused to testify in court. I honestly didn't want my friends to be punished for what Axl had done. Meanwhile I'm heartbroken and  stained for life. I gave them the freedom to be something. 

I am finally breaking my silence, because they all lied about me in books, painting me as some crazy groupie, I was never that. The other books lie about me too. Raz Cue is the only Author that did more research into what really happened. Several people told him that it was me. He has done the right thing by fixing the mistake and coming out and calling Duff out. Last September was the straw that broke the Camels Back! He says it's for a fictional 15 yr old and that he never knew anyone that could touch a young girl without her consent. He stood right in front of me and even went into this bullshit speech about kicking any guys ass that would hurt or touch a girl without consent! That is just too much! 

I never wanted to hurt anyone, I wanted my friends to succeed and they did. They also fucked me over and continue to do so by feeding their fans lies. It is my time to just tell my truth. You've all read about me in every book that's out there. 

I am not After anything but the Truth. 

Raz Cue did the right thing and I'm grateful for it.

Grateful that some of you care. 

https://www.razcue.com/single-post/2019/07/02/I-was-wrong