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thanks for knocking me down a star

yeah, that's probably the difference with the US and norway. the highest is i think 5.0. but in college i think the highest is 4.0..it's confusing when it doesn't have it to be but i'm used to it now lol

hah thanks. i'm proud of it but then i feel stupid when i look around and most of my friends have 4.0 and up. it's ridiculous

yeah me too. halfway through the year i kinda just stopped trying lol im so sick of all the work. i think it's about a 3.7 right now. i dont think it'll ever get any higher haha

haha yeah i hate science and math. and wow, those are amazing schools. but i'm sure you'll be fine. whats your GPA now?

yeah i had to read 4 books and write 2 essays. and all that college app stuff and actually, i think i might be. i was thinking of applying to rutgers(they're really popular for football and basketball). and penn state. you should definitely do that it would be a great experience for you.

oh god, i know. it sucks and even worse i have a shitload of summer work left with school and college stuff and yeah it is, im pretty pumped about that. its yours too, right?

yeah yeah i feel you son. nothing, just chillin here. what's new with you?

sup dogg

pshh..okay.

well that's pretty gay. kinda like you!

yeahh. well, he isssss a gay fish isn't he??? (i put a bunch of s's cause i don't know how to italicize

it's not what it looks like!!

it's not behind your back! it's right out in the open

that's cool. how's it working out for you? well i live in NJ and 'the beach' is basically just the jersey shore in general. but specifically i've been going to wildwood. i love it there.

haha that's great. and it's been pretty good, going to the beach a lot lately. how about you?

i'm diggin' the eye patch look.

hahaha oh, my apologies. i'm PUI

vv lmfaoo at dead flower.

you're a girl now? why wasn't i told about the sex change operation?

hah you're probably right. that happens to me all the time.

aw well that's good to hear. it makes me feel a lot less nervous. i'm gonna probably reschedule it for around the end of july.

i actually had to cancel the appointment today! :/

i didn't realize i had a wedding coming up in 3 days. the last thing i needed was showing up with a swollen face and a messed up mouth. how was it?

i know! it makes me feel a little better knowing that we will be in excruciating pain and/or painkiller highs together! haha let me know how it goes for you.

yeah it sucks pretty much knowing that it will never happen