john lennon

I like it man 

I'm pissed off and I feel I don't belong anywhere. 

I have like... 15 bottles of wine. How many do you think I can drink today? It's not like I've better things to do anyway. 

11 minutes ago, Oldest Goat said:

2 or 3 times is normal I'd say.

Then it's all good. 

Just now, king2vo said:

 

'Evil loser' - Donald Trump (gah I hate him but I had to quote him)

Well for once in his life Trump said something with half an inch of intelligence to it. Ya know, fuck it. I don't care about these things most of the time, right? But I have a sister that age who adores Ariana Grande and I can only imagine how crushed I'd be had something like that happened to her. 

Yo do all men wanna fuck like 10 times a day? 

Lennon's back!!!!! And drunk fuck you 

1 minute ago, king2vo said:

I am in tears... So many children are missing. The youngest is only 8 years old. 

 

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/2017/05/23/pls-help-frantic-parents-hunt-missing-kids-manchester-concert/

Fuckin' horrible. I'm pissed! Who the fuck does that? And to kids? LITTLE INNOCENT CHILDREN? Second graders? I'm puking. 

going to the vet ain't her thing

I need an excuse to get out of a group project at uni for today so that I can open another bottle of wine, but idk what. Severe period cramps? 

I'm not even gonna read this thread but this terrorist thing is pissing me off. Where the fuck do I go in order to avoid getting a fucking bomb over my head, ey? And by the way, they bombed an Ariana Grande concert? Hell, that's killing innocent children! Only little kids like her and go to her shit. Fuck, that man or those men? They killed little childrren!

Does Montage of Heck count? Watched it when it came out, re-watched it today. I've a thing for Kurt Cobain.

Sometimes I have some time to kill so it's nice to have something to watch every once in a while.

If it helps, here are some shows I've watched and liked:

Criminal Minds

Big Bang Theory

Bobs burgers

Modern family

Family guy

Orange is the new Black

Misfits

Skins

Shameless

Last man on Earth

This is Us

Not very into stuff like Game of Thrones, Supernatural or other such shows. 

I'm still freaking out about my contract ending in september. I can't not have a job, you know? That won't work, that just won't work.

On a better note tho the bf's coming home tomorrow and I now officially live here cos I did this thing with the, uh, mail and shit. 

10 hours ago, wasted said:

I was thinking about is it sad to drink while caning wine in the tapas bar and I thought well if you're drinking to have fun you know it's not, you're out meeting people or just having a few drinks at home. But if you're just locking yourself in a room and drink a bottle of bourbon on your own everyday. Then that might be sad. But that actually sounds awesome. I don't really get drunk, just awesome. 

But it depends on, you know? Cos most of the time when I drink, I drink with friends because it's fun. Then there's the days when I just sit on the sofa all alone, petting the cat and downing bottle after bottle of wine, but I guess that's a lot of people from time to time, right? 

I haven't drunk today tho, so I suppose that's good, if not for me then at least for my wallet. Something fucked up last night, I think, cos I could only get through a bottle of wine and a couple sips of vodka before pretty much passing out in the park, ha. My friend that I was with woke me up and said she was gonna go grab some food and that I should go inside and have some water in the meantime, or something. So in I went and straight to the bed and passed the fuck out. Woke up four hours later because I felt so fucking sick I thought I was gonna die and realized that I'd slept through five different people trying to call me on more than one occasion each. Maybe I forgot to eat that day. 

Used to write a lot before, but these days I just can't concentrate or get anything done whatsoever. I do sit on a bunch of ideas tho, so maybe some day. 

6 hours ago, AxlsFavoriteRose said:

hell ya i wanted to be Axl Rose !!! just my wish wasn't coming through, my voice sucked like month old eggs 

I feel ya. Couldn't for my life figure out how to sing like Axl either, but I did manage to sound like some combination of Monica Z, Courtney Love, and Janis Joplin - or at least so I've heard. Idk because I don't really sing that much anymore. 

On 2017-05-12 at 2:59 AM, wasted said:

If it's interfering with your life it's a problem. 

You should try different things and see what works. Gettng trashed everyday doesn't work out great generally. Why do you do it? Are you afraid of something? 

I'm not the best person to ask about this. 

Some places it's just the norm. But always good to take a few days off. Sometimes instead of drinking I go on long walks and get a coke zero. But in social situations I drink just so I don't talk too much shit. 

 

Constant boredom, I suppose. It's harder to be bored when you're drunk outta your mind. 

On 2017-05-10 at 2:30 PM, Dan H. said:

Classic hysteria likely never existed as a fully fleshed out and understood illness. It was a blanket term used to apply specifically to women with wide ranges of behavioral problems. Essentially it was a way to diagnose uppity women as crazy.

"Women considered to have had it exhibited a wide array of symptoms, including faintness, nervousness, sexual desire, insomnia, fluid retention, heaviness in the abdomen, shortness of breath, irritability, loss of appetite for food or sex, and a "tendency to cause trouble".^[1]"

I think that's correct iirc. Hysteria hasn't been in the DSM for a while.

I do know that part.

Fuck I don't recall making this threwad. 

On 2017-05-10 at 5:30 AM, wasted said:

See your pure class, I'm in sports bar at 11:29 am. Early lunch drinking 2 for 1 Tigers like a fuckin professional. I know beer is carbs but fuck you. 

Fuck it, I do the same thing every time I find the chance. Fuck, I'm drunk now. 

I mean isn't it quite sad tho? I don't think I've been sober for 24 hours in over a year, and I'm 21. 

55 minutes ago, Dan H. said:

Nah he's cool. He did a shitton of acid and became a Christian or something. I think he still posts from time to time in the BCS thread

Shit ton of acid seems nice. Actually never gotten around to try it, oddly enough. I mean, I shoulda. 

Just now, Dan H. said:

He's another user here that reminds me of you. Hes a pretty cool dude, and for a while either this thread or a different one basically became his drinking diary haha

Oh, so it ain't like being compared to idk someone embarrassing that no one wants to talk to? Not that it woulda bothered me that much, and I'm not as concerned as I come off, but hey, I should just be a little bit of a nice person from time to time cos I ain't good at it. Yes, I'm starting to get really drunk.

Like, things you could sit around watching documentaries about or read about or do but that other people would just go ??? about? 

Like, I'm really into psychology, right? Not weird at all, but it does get weird when I read the 3 first issues of the DSM because I just have to know what happened to hysteria (it became histrionic personality disorder, if you wished to know). I had done some substances tho and I wouldn't have done it otherwise. 

Is there another video or cos that one's gone and I'm cruious. 

1 minute ago, soon said:

kefir is a naturally occurring beneficial bacterial culture.  Similar to kombucha. Its in many ways similar to yeast; it eats sugar and produces carbonation in proper conditions.  Kefir creates probiotics like the heathy stuff in yogurt.  So I was hoping to make a healthier beer - one that counterbalances the damage of alcohol to the stomach.

It was a common ingredient in "ancient" beers like Lambics and monk ales, but hasn't been used as much until recently.  (theres also dairy kefir that you might see in the yogurt action at grocery store more recently)

Kefir originated when shepherds would milk sheep and goats into the mountain springs and over time it produced these cultured "grains"  I have no idea how they knew to do that!!  

Heres my culture once healthy:

Water, with kefir grains, fed sugar.

The grains are used in place of yeast.  I dont know if they could be used in any given brew recipe.  I was just gonna use water, kefir, molasses, hops.  Dandelion and burdock would be great ingredients too.

 

Your explanation made me realize I do know what kefir is lmao but thanks!!